[...'assigned partners.' So, teammates. What happened the last time he was part of a team, again...? Oh, right-- he tried to kill the rest of Weiss in exchange for... exactly what Kija has now, more or less.
Thank whatever gods aren't him that this is a text message, because the laughter that suggestion prompted was a little undignified.
It isn't Kija's or Jae-Ha's fault, he tells himself, that he is so damn incapable of functioning like a normal human being, let alone a god. It isn't Kija's fault that he needs something Youji has never been able to adequately give. Really, the screening process for gods had to be abysmally mediocre, if he got through.
And lord is he tired of not being able to justify himself; probably the easiest thing to do would be to just... concede it to Kija and start looking for missions. Prayers. Prayers.]
I do wonder, honestly, if the more unsettling aspects of being a shinki are lost on someone, when it's all they know. Probably it varies from person to person. I'm probably not going to stop being disturbed by it anytime soon.
But I will... hm. "Try harder" doesn't seem like a very honest thing to say, when I wasn't trying to begin with. I'll leave it at 'try' for now.
text;; sorry for the teal deer.
Thank whatever gods aren't him that this is a text message, because the laughter that suggestion prompted was a little undignified.
It isn't Kija's or Jae-Ha's fault, he tells himself, that he is so damn incapable of functioning like a normal human being, let alone a god. It isn't Kija's fault that he needs something Youji has never been able to adequately give. Really, the screening process for gods had to be abysmally mediocre, if he got through.
And lord is he tired of not being able to justify himself; probably the easiest thing to do would be to just... concede it to Kija and start looking for missions. Prayers. Prayers.]
I do wonder, honestly, if the more unsettling aspects of being a shinki are lost on someone, when it's all they know. Probably it varies from person to person. I'm probably not going to stop being disturbed by it anytime soon.
But I will... hm. "Try harder" doesn't seem like a very honest thing to say, when I wasn't trying to begin with. I'll leave it at 'try' for now.